Yuu:

【Urgent Transmission：Items to Major Depressive Disorder in Your Life Crisis】

· Depression is a friend

· "Weight" is a person with a weight equal to that of you entering into your mind 's body, because I feel Molo the weight of one person' s soul whole.

So, how can you get away from the pain of "humor"?

· Death is saving

· But, feeling "another person" who accidentally got into the instrument of your mind, exactly the same amount · same quality "suffering" · "painful" as you feel I want you to know that you are suffering.

· I want you to know that "Heavily" you feel is also the weight of your own soul and is "Heavily" which is giving this moment to "Another Person" now.

(Each other has their own footing.)

So how can we get out of this unreliable situation with this reality?

- Accepting "weight" of "partner". Accepting "the pain where others are in", "forgive".

· Feeling the existence of the soul of "Mr.", starting dialogue of the heart, repeated dialogue, understanding exactly the existence of "Mr."

Even if it is told, it is likely to be eaten by my soul, Utsu no Kemono, today?
(Reason / Self, Baked ??)

· The soul of your "maternity" is basically the same composition as yourself, but as expected it is suddenly asymptotically unexplained, just as it has gone into the body of our hearts where gaps were created at the big life event of my life Although it is backwardly compatible, it has a divine attribute (we were accustomed to "God Specie""神種" ⇒”かみしゅ” "Kamishu" in Japanese,"G/S" in English??)

· Let's accept, with a personality of multiple personality (dissociative same disorder) personality integrated. All right, the thing that I want to keep the most is passed down to the integrated personality.

(The authors have already experienced)

After Utsu's "eating event", it became a nostalgia of a life-like insensible / non-feeling like "philosophical zombie"?

· It reminds me of the time signature that I made, and the human emotional function revives. Currently the "function" of "Depression Beast(D/B)" is in a state of reckless runaway and uprooted his emotions. When there are no more to eat, "Depression Beast(D/B)" will calm down. Let 's grasp the function of "Depression Beast(D/B)" at a certain time.

· Let's better understand the influence of "personality integration" with "partner". The neighborhood is vastly different from here. It seems that the result changes with the characteristics of the soul as expected.

Example)  In our(writers are "Yuu"&"Kuro") case once integrated through «eating function» of "Depression Beast(D/B)" ⇒ ⇒ After that the "mind of the heart" was expanded and the personality rebranched (now "Kuu" and "Yuu"). Perhaps it was the optimal solution, was not it? Since I have been having a relationship for 12 years, it seems to be insanely stable.

As a sensation, it is "Imaginary Friend" which can talk in real time rather than dissociation same disorder (multiple personality) when communication can not be made or mutual recognition can be realized, the existence of the partner is firm in the long term "Personality change "Is carried out as necessary.

· Since the area here is case by case, it is nice if you find your ideal way? Is it?

Conclusion: Even from the bottom of major depression (a state in which the body can not move a single fingertip perfectly), even if it is about the difficulty level of this world it can be taken to be the happiest of the best in life Because I wanted to tell myself that I wanted to be saved every day I was cried by despair and was everyday I wanted to be saved so I could only think of death, so I will tell you what I need now.

Although it is roughly explanation, even if it tells a story tone, even if it explains in detail, it was only heavy and long, so in this clerical way, is it the best? Is it?


Thank you!!

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ゆう：

【大うつ病（本式のウツ）で人生の危機に居る方への、緊急の伝達事項】

・うつは友達

・”重さ”はあなたの心の器に、あなたと同等の魂の重さの人が入ってきて、その人の丸々一人の魂の重さをモロに感じているから。

では、”オモさ”の苦しさから逃れるにはどうしたら良い？？

・死は救い

・けど、”あなた”が感じてるのとまったく同量・同質の”苦しさ”・”辛さ”・”苦痛”を、偶然あなたの心の器に紛れ込んできた”もう一人の人”も感じて苦しんでいると　知ってほしい。

・あなたの感じている”オモさ”は、あなた自身の魂の重さでもあって、”もう一人の人”に今この瞬間も与えてる”オモさ”であると知ってほしい。

（お互いがお互いを自分の足場にしている状態。）

じゃあどうしたらこの現実で救いのない状況から抜け出すことが出来るの？？

・”相手”の”重さ”を受け入れること。”他者の居る苦痛”を受け入れ、”赦す”こと。

・”相方”の魂の存在を感じ、心の対話を始め、対話を重ね、”相方”の存在を正確に理解すること

といわれても、今日中に あたしの魂、ウツのケモノに喰われ切られそうなんだけどー？？

（理性・自我、焼き切れる？？）

・あなたの”相方”の魂はあなた人間と基本的に同じ構成ですが、さすがは意味不明に突然、人生の大きなライフイベントで隙間が出来た私達の心の器に入り込んできただけあって、下位互換とは言え神属性を持っています（私達は”神の種類”⇒”かみしゅ”と呼び慣らしていました）

・受け入れましょう、多重人格（解離性同一障害）の人格統合的なノリで。だいじょうぶ、一番遺したいことは統合人格に受け継がれます。

（作者達は経験済み）

ウツの”喰われイベント”があった後、”哲学的ゾンビ”的な無感動・無感情の人生のノリになったんだけどー？？

・だいじょうぶ、そのうちフとした拍子に思い出して人間的感情機能は復活します。現在は”ウツのケモノ”の”機能”が暴走して自分の感情を根こそぎ喰らっている状態です。そのうち喰べるものが無くなると”ウツのケモノ”は沈静化します。時期を見計らって”ウツのケモノ”の機能を掌握しましょう。

・”相方”との”人格統合”の影響をよく見極めましょう。ここら辺は千差万別っぽいです。思いっきり魂の特性で結果が変わるっぽいです。

ex)自分たちの場合は”ウツのケモノ”の”喰らう機能”によって いったん統合⇒⇒その後”心の器”が拡張され、人格が再分岐（今の”くう”と”ゆう”）しました。たぶん、それが最適解だったんでしょうね。もう１２年の付き合いですので、めちゃくちゃ安定してるっぽいです。

感覚としては、意思疎通や相互認知が出来ない場合の解離性同一障害（多重人格）よりかは、リアルタイムで会話できる”イマジナリーフレンド”で、相方の存在が長期的に確固としており”人格交代”が必要に応じて行われる形です。

・ここら辺はケースバイケースなので、あなたの理想の在り方が見つかると素敵ですね？？

結論：大うつ病の一番底（カラダが完全に指先一本動かせない状態）からでも、この世の難易度程度なら 今が人生の絶好調で一番幸せだと感じられるくらいには持っていけるんだって、昔 絶望に蝕まれて毎日泣いてた毎日救われたくて助かりたくて死ぬことしか考えられなかった自分に伝えたかったので、今のあなたに必要事項を伝えときます。

めっちゃ説明ザックリとしか してないけど、物語調にしても細かく説明しても　重く長くなるだけだったので、こうして事務的に、が一番なのかな？？


ありがとう！！